Very hard to understand.....

My Best friend is out... Never get to see her about 3 months... What I can say... She still the same, and I still don't understand what she's up too... Someone that I trust, I care can't be trusted anymore... That day I see her I am so touch and really happy for her that everything is over now! She can start all over again...Hope she will be better and can learn from her mistake... We started to talk... I can feel something is not rite...(long story...lazy to explain everything here) Anyway i just need to voice it out some where la. She's trying to lie again... Haiz... I think I make a mistake for going all the way down to her place that day! Wanted to see her so badly and ended up me and my son got to sit void deck for 1/2hrs to wait for hubby to come -.-" Forget about it... I have enough of all her shit! This kind of person 我有真心 to treat her, but all I get are all her lies...This kind of person how to be best buddy and how to be true friend??
I swear I never look down on her, but i can feel she already not the one i use to know... I will not ask her anything any more if she does not want to say... I think I really tired of all this... I tell hubby from today on, her problem is no longer my problemssss!! I will just leave this best friend of mine alone... Told hubby not to update me anything about her in FB...I don't want to know anything about her in FB... I just want a Peace of mind and get ready to be a mother again :) No longer want to be that 大姐大 to solve everyone problems...lol Maybe I really old liao... Thinking start to change! That's very good rite?? hee...I think really a good lesson to learn la... hai...
Gtg...Take care everyone... Good nite...